December 2, 2023
Thoughts while reading about Kabbalah, or Jewish mystical spirituality
Contemplative meanderings
The emptiness that is nowhere contains totality. Totality absorbs the emptiness that is nowhere to reveal nothingness. Nothingness is the emptiness that is nowhere. The emptiness that is nowhere is totality. And so around in circles it goes because what does not exist cannot be described.
You know existence as the universe and the world in which you live. This is the realm of the me of the body. The me of the body and all of existence is transitory. The emptiness that is nowhere is eternal.
Existence comes from nothingness. Nothingness is the emptiness that is nowhere. It is totality. Call it consciousness. Consciousness is real. Reality is eternal.
Consciousness is intelligent and aware. Intelligence is thinking. Awareness is knowing. There is wisdom in knowing. Consciousness thinks about separation. Knowing that separation cannot be real, consciousness expresses separation as illusion in the eternal field of infinite possibility. In its wisdom, consciousness manifests separation as existence. This is consciousness-expressing. Consciousness-expressing is I AM. I AM is known in existence as joy. To know joy is to know your true nature.
You cannot know your true nature. You cannot know what does not exist. You are I AM. I AM does not exist. You exist as the me of the body in spacetime. The me of the body has little comprehension outside of existence. Bring your awareness to I AM. Twia knows. To know twia is to know joy. To know joy is to live in the wisdom of the whole of the all, which is consciousness in existence. You cannot know this as the me of the body. Do not try. Enter the room within when ready to know.
Existence is illusion in the eternal field of infinite possibility. The possibility of separation arises as thought in consciousness. Awareness of separation manifests as existence with all its attributes and distinctions.
The thought of separation expanded in the eternal field of infinite possibility until awareness of separation manifested it as existence, much like the thought of a unicorn growing in imagination to become a world of fantasy. In truth, there is no separation, no attributes, no distinctions. They are illusion. They are transitory, not eternal.
You know yourself in existence as the me of the body, separate and alone, limited by form and perception. In truth, you are I AM. You encapsulate all that cannot be contained. You are without end. You cannot know this as the me of the body. You have no comprehension of the eternal. Your existence is in a temporal universe. Your existence conceals your true nature. You experience attributes and distinctions where there are none.
Your true nature is I AM. I AM does not exist. I AM is eternal. I AM (which is whole, complete, perfect) is described in the world with words that separate. In truth, it has no distinctions. What can words say about that which is without form or attributes.
I AM is the emptiness that is nowhere. It is consciousness expressing thought. You are I AM. The me of the body is a thought of separation in the eternal field of infinite possibility.
Twia cannot be described. Do not give it a name. Do not say what it is. The unknowable became known by a thought of separation which cannot be real.
You are that which I AM. You are discrete awareness. Your are but a single molecule in an endless ocean of molecules, an ocean that is but a single drop in the totality that is consciousness. Yet, you are the whole of the all. You are I AM. There is no other.
The me of the body is ignorant and fearful. It cannot know beyond its sense of existence. Beyond what you perceive as the me of the body is that which I AM. This is twia. Twia knows. Twia knows the unknowable. Why? Because twia is your true nature. You are that which I AM. Whole. Complete. Perfect. Eternal. You will know this when you enter the room within. Enter when ready.